Chiiiile, my thoughts seem to be all over the place and just when I think I know what I want to say or write; it isn’t flowing the way that I feel it. So instead of forcing it I would step away and come back to write to still have the same results. I am wondering what is the issue. I know that I have been dealing with a few things over the last few weeks, but nothing so much so that I can’t properly function. Or is this an effect of handling my emotions of my best friends passing and the anniversary of my brothers passing approaching.
It’s so weird to want to have a post with something profound to say and nothing! The brain is drawing a complete blank. Maybe I am overthinking it because I am trying to keep up this particular aesthetic of this blog instead of just allowing it to naturally flow. I just finished reading The Let Them Theory by Mel Robbins and as I write this I am trying to see how I can use the theory to apply to this dynamic. With that in mind, I say that I can just let the flow of this blog take shape and let me give myself permission to just let my thoughts flow and connect organically. While I do want to ensure that each post is helping others in some way, I don’t want to come across as a know it all and lack in relatability. However, I do want to stay connected to my readers in a positive way and not become boring with some boring ass post…lol. You know a boring read will get over looked and set to the side.
Have you ever had that feeling where you are just felt stuck or at a loss of words but in your heart you really do have some profound shit to say? You knew that you had this whole power post in your head, ready to share it and then…..tap tap tap….. It’s almost like I need to be still and allow God to lead me. And that is it right there! Be still and let God be the guiding light. Sometimes we want things to be a certain way for whatever reason and need to honor just being still. It’s so easy to say that, but it’s another thing to really be able to be still. Whew! I just want to share so many things with you all from what I am learning through the books I have been reading, however I am now believing that I need to let is resonate with me while I sit still and know that God will give it to me at the right time.
Hell I think that this just may be the real post, while I am sitting here trying to be prolific and have a power post; this post may just hold the power to get someone to just be still and wait on God to lead them. This may be the very post that someone needed. I know that me writing this gave me my aaahhh haaa moment. Now if that isn’t beautiful and some level of powerful, then tell me something that is. What I am coming to love about this post is that it is in alignment with the book that I just finished and the book I have started.. The Garden Within by Dr. Anita Phillips. It won’t always come together as you would like it, however there is a message to revealed in whatever does flow from your heart.
-Coach G
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